I'm not okay

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go 
It's better off this way For all the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took Remember when you broke your foot From jumping out the second floor I'm not okay 
You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems (I'm not okay) 
I've told you time and time again You sing the words but don't know what it means To be a joke and look Another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time 
Take a good hard look I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you'd read me like a book But the pages are all torn and frayed I'm okay ,I'm okay, now But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay (Trust me) I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay 
I'm not okay